October!!!!!

Well, October is finally here!!! I feel as though I write this same entry every month - just change the month!!! However, this has got to be our month!!!! We got our referral 2 months ago yesterday and they told us 2-3 months wait for our travel approval.

I am growing more and more impatient with each passing day! Ever since we got the new pictures of Brenden and I have seen how much he has changed, I can't stop thinking about going to get him!!! I am starting to get that panicked feeling that I had waiting for our referral (3 1/2 month wait). He just turned 10 months old last week - if I am not there with him for his 11 month I might scream!!!! He is an older child than we requested - so I think I might be panicked a little over this. I am upset that I have missed soooo much time with him already - I just want our agency to get us over there!!! I do know, however, that it is completely our of their hands. I am just praying that whoever has our paperwork in their hands will hurry up an approve it!!!

We have had our Visas for a while now - I hope that means that the call will come soon!!!! The ache for my child grows stronger with each passing day! I know that Gods is and has been in control of this entire process - so I must remember to put my trust in Him only!

Hopefully the next time I post I will have some good news to share!