Holy Cow - it is already Friday!!!!!

OK - so now I am officially freaking out!!!!!! I am an emotional wreck!! I laid in bed and cried last night because we are about to embark on parenthood. I feel so blessed!!! We have been trying for kids for so long - that now the reality is sinking in!! I put Brenden's carseat in the car today and cried the whole time!! What is wrong with me???

I have been running errands for the past 3 days - finally all the errands are finished! Now it is time to clean the house and put up Christmas decorations ~ yes you heard correctly! We are not scheduled to come home until November 29th - and I can guarantee you that I won't feel like putting up Christmas then. So - I will be playing Christmas music this weekend to help me get in the mood to put up the tree and all the other Christmas items! We will begin packing on Sunday and do last minute things on Monday. Then it is time to get on the airplane!!!

I am so nervous (excited nervous). I am not sleeping very well - I am sure it is just anxiety! I can't believe that in less than a week we will be holding Brenden! We have stared at his pictures for so long - soon it will be a reality!!!

I will be posting while I am gone. I am going to try to post regularly - but we will see. Also, I am going to try to post pictures of Brenden - but I am not very good at computer stuff - so all I can promise is to try!

Thank you for all your prayers. Please continue to pray for God's blessing upon our trip and our child. I pray we get home quicker than expected (but we are not holdong our breath).

Time to clean...